Our Homeward Bound journey

img_1513Last night I returned home to Canada, after the most extraordinary adventure of my entire life – the Homeward Bound Women In Science Leadership Expedition to Antarctica.

I was one of 76 women on the expedition. Homeward Bound was created by Australian business woman, leadership expert, and visionary, Fabian Dattner. Fabian had a dream. A dream of what could be accomplished if women had an equal voice at the leadership table, especially tables where decisions are made about creating a more sustainable future for our planet and its people. She shared her dream with Jess Melbourne-Thomas of the Australian Antarctic Division and with that, a dream became reality. Homeward Bound was born. A leadership development program for women in science, with the goal of having 1,000 women participate over 10 years.

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Fabian Dattner, contemplating the Antarctic landscape

After 2 years of immense work, planning and dedication by the Homeward Bound Team as well as a year of very busy pre-expedition preparation by the 76 women participants – juggling family life, work, and preparing for leaving it all behind for a month – Homeward Bound launched in Ushuaia, Argentina – known as the ‘end of the world’ and the gateway to Antarctica – on December 2, 2016.

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Our Homeward Bound adventure kits – our expedition jackets, a notebook/diary, touque, water bottle, pendant, and backpack – from our incredible sponsors

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Trying on our Homeward Bound expedition jackets. Thank you Kathmandu for your sponsorship.

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Boarding the MV Ushuaia, headed for the Antarctic Peninsula

We boarded our ship, the MV Ushuaia, our floating home for the next 20 days. The Ushuaia would take us across the Drake Passage – some of the roughest seas in the world – and then up and down the Antarctic Peninsula, going ashore daily to explore the magical landscapes of the frozen continent. While exploring Antarctica and learning about its polar ecosystems, the species that live there, the Antarctic climate and the history of humans on the continent, we were also learning about how to become strong leaders, influencers and change makers. Each day, the Homeward Bound faculty (consisting of leadership, strategy and visibility coaches and Antarctic science experts) led us through a program to bolster our leadership abilities. To receive this world-class instruction from experts in the field and with Antarctica as our backdrop, was an incredible experience in so many ways.

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Our first sighting of land in Antarctica

We ‘worked’ on ourselves, through analyzing diagnostic test such as the Lifestyles Inventory, 4MAT and MSCEIT. These tests helped us understand ourselves, how we operate – the good and the bad – and how we can take these qualities to bolster or change them to enhance our leadership abilities. We built personal strategy maps to pave the way for the lives we want to live, to carve out the path forward. After all, it’s hard to know how to get there when you don’t know where you are going. Kit Jackson’s strategy mapping really helped us figure out our priorities and how to achieve the things that are important to us. We learned, from Julia May, how to increase our visibility – a critical component of getting people’s ear on the issues we are so passionate about and affecting the change we want to see in the world. We watched short interviews full of inspiration and wisdom, filmed specifically for Homeward Bound, by notable women leaders such as Jane Goodall, Sylvia Earle, and Christiana Figueres, and others. We had small group discussions and one on one conversations about what leadership means to us. We formed triads as a way to help each other through the process of personal change, often sharing stories and experiences as encouragement.

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Receiving instruction in the LSI (Lifestyles Inventory) from Fabian

All of this happened on a ship in Antarctica. Our days were filled with a combination of leadership development work, excursions to the Antarctic landscape, and in the evenings, a bit of time to work on other things we were busy with, such as the Adopt A Scientist Program I am part of, which is a piece of my involvement in the Homeward Bound Education Project. But there was also time for drinks and conversation and a lot of fun.

While we were busy doing and exploring, we had our own film crew on board, filming for a documentary that will be made about Homeward Bound. Although we were supposed to ‘pretend they weren’t there’ so that the footage was authentic, like the crew of the ship, the film crew became just as important to us all as each of the 76 women participants. It really did become one big family for 20 days.

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Dale and Gary, two of the wonderful members of the 5 person film team

Spending 20 days on a small ship with about 90 people in close quarters. Sometimes that can lead to friction, especially when battling tiredness, sea sickness or the cold and flu that swept through our ship like wildfire. But considering our close quarters for many days, the difficulties were few. And where they did happen, open and respectful conversations were used to try to resolve differences.  I was so impressed by how everyone not only got along, but in many cases, took on the role as each other’s caregivers during times of stress, difficult news coming from home via our limited internet connection, colds, flu, sea sickness and other challenges. I witnessed some of the most incredible examples of caring, compassion and support amongst people who mostly began our journey as strangers, united by a common purpose and passion. If we could only see communities and nations come together in the way we all did on that ship, our world would be a far, far gentler, more compassionate place.

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The stunning landscape of Antarctica

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Duelling Chinstrap penguins

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Penguins hitching a ride on an iceberg

Our Homeward Bound Antarctic Expedition is over. But our Homeward Bound journey together has only just begun. Most of us are back home and some, such as me, are beginning to struggle with reintegration into day to day life. I have always been adverse to habit and normalcy. I need change. I get bored. I need to be challenged. I have a restless soul. Don’t get me wrong, I love my life in so many ways! I have the most incredible friends and family who constantly support me and cheer me on. I live in a beautiful little house in the woods in a place I dreamed of living. But to go from spending days zooming in zodiac boats to  visit penguin colonies, explore volcanic islands, and soak in the dramatic Antarctic landscape, well, for me this will be a challenge. There is a part of me that is still in Antarctica. And I think it always will be. I left a part of my heart there. I don’t know when or how, but I will get back to Antarctica. I have to. I feel it tugging at my heart. In the meantime, I will find ways to leverage my Homeward Bound experience to enhance my work in environmental education and conservation. My passion in life is connecting people to nature and inspiring them to care enough to protect it. After Homeward Bound, I’m more determined than ever to execute my life’s mission. It does mean things will need to change – how I earn my living and pay my bills, and possibly even where I live. But I’m more determined than ever to realize my dreams and fulfill my life’s mission, to feed my passion. A big part of that dream, passion and mission is taking people, especially youth, around the world on environmental learning expeditions. I will find a way to make this a reality. And I know I have 76 incredible women and the entire Homeward Bound Team, cheering me on.

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Here I am soaking up Antarctica. Photo by Sarah Connelly

Great connections

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Night falling over Ushuaia on my last night here. Somehow I know in my heart that I will be back.

I sat gazing out the hotel window tonight, at Ushuaia and the Beagle Channel below. The sun was getting lower in the sky and yet still peeking out from behind those dramatic dark clouds that seem so characteristic of this area. Those ones that create a drama so appropriate for the rugged mountains below them. This view is awe-inspiring and in the 5 days I’ve been staying here at Hotel Arakur, on a hill overlooking the town, I’ve spent considerable time peering out the huge hotel windows in the lounge or in my room, enjoying the scenery and reflecting on everything that has happened during the past month. Reflecting on all of the magic.

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Stunning icebergs like this one were a common sight in Antarctica.

Our expedition to Antarctica is something that I still struggle to find the words to describe adequately. I’m not sure that I ever will find the words. For me, the photographs are part of my voice and so I hope that between my images and the words that I do manage to find, I hope you will get even just a glimpse into the magic that has been happening for the past month. I look forward to writing my blog posts to chronicle our expedition. For now, I just want to remember the past 5 days, the days after the expedition that were needed to catch my breath after such a busy 3 weeks on the ship.

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Today I took a penguin tour with Pira Tours, to see Magellanic penguins (as well as one King penguin straggler)

There is no doubt that our voyage to Antarctica was pure magic. But I’m also surprised by how much magic happened here in Ushuaia, after the expedition. It wasn’t anything big, like the incredible things we saw and experienced in Antarctica. Instead, it was the culmination of many small things – the people I connected with and the stories they had to tell. I’m blow away by how friendly the people of Ushuaia are, including the ones living here who’s homes are far away. They are friendly, warm, and welcoming, always eager to help. In fact, I feel like I’m leaving Ushuaia with several new friends – a young gentleman, Javier, who works at the front desk of the hotel. I bumped into him in the park this afternoon, waiting for my penguin tour bus to arrive. We sat on the rock wall edge of a garden and simply chatted about our life paths. The connection was wonderful. And there is Maia, our guide for the penguin tour today. She was a fabulous tour guide in every way, but what really struck me was the warmth of the conversation we had during the 1.5 hour long bus ride back to Ushuaia. We shared our interests and dreams and realized we have a lot of common, including our love to connecting people to nature. In fact, I’ve asked her to send me her resume to keep on file so that when I get to the point where I can hire people to help with  Biosphere, my environmental education organization, I would really like to have Maia help us run our expeditions to this part of Argentina.

On the tour of the Beagle Channel, I also became friends with our tour guide, Christian. He too is into photography, loves nature, especially birds. There were also a few German families I got to know from my Beagle Channel tours.What struck me about all of these great connections was the ease with which they happened. I’ve travelled quite a lot and have met people from all over the world. I enjoy meeting new people along my journeys. But I have never experienced a level of connection as I have with people here in Ushuaia. Clearly, the magic didn’t end when we stepped off the ship from Antarctica.

Tomorrow I leaver Ushuaia. I’ll head to Buenos Aires for a few days before heading back home to Canada. I miss our snowy,  cold weather, especially at Christmas. And I dearly look forward to seeing Maggie, my elderly cat, who has been sick and in the animal hospital for the past few weeks. It’s time to head home. But I do it with a bit of a heavy heart because I really will miss Ushuaia and the people here.

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The smile on my face, while touring the penguin colony, is pretty much the same as it’s been for the past month. Pure joy at the things I have been experiencing.

Time to reflect on our Antarctic journey

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Overlooking the Beagle Channel in Ushuaia, Argentina. Watching the sun set on the day, but also on our Homeward Bound expedition. Although our expedition together has ended, our journey together has only just started. [photo copyright Shelley L. Ball]

It’s nearly 11pm on December 22nd. I”m sitting here in a hotel, high on a hilltop overlooking Ushuaia, Argentina, the End of the World, as it’s called. The sun has set behind a dramatic array of clouds, with the mountains across the harbour as their backdrop. The lights of Ushuaia are twinkling in the town below and I feel a sense of stillness and peace, something that has eluded me until now. Finally, the time has come for reflection. It has been an indescribably busy three weeks on our Homeward Bound Women In Science Leadership Expedition. But also an indescribably transformational and unforgettable experience. The version of me that stepped off our ship, the Ushuaia, a few days ago is not the same version of me that stepped onto that ship on December 2nd.

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It is hard to find the words to describe the Antarctic landscape. [photo copyright Shelley L. Ball]

It’s been very difficult to find the words to describe what I have been experiencing, seeing, and feeling during our Antarctic voyage. Between the stunning, almost surreal landscapes of the Antarctic Peninsula, the massive amount of work we’ve done during the expedition around leadership, vision, and strategy and the shear exhaustion of long hours of work with little quality sleep, and the discussions, connections and sharing of dreams and visions with the women on this expedition,  it’s been nearly impossible to process what’s been happening and even harder to find the words to describe it. But I am back in Ushuaia, Argentina, the place of our departure to Antarctica on the very southern tip of South America and the southern-most city in the world. Our 20 day expedition has ended and we are left to say our final  ‘see ya later’ to the amazing, incredible, inspiring, courageous, and determined women on Homeward Bound.

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Gentoo penguins in Antarctica. Seeing penguins with a snow gently falling felt like being inside a snow globe. [photo copyright Shelley L. Ball]

 I had hoped to write a blog post per day during the expedition, but for some strange reason, I couldn’t find my voice. The words were simply not there. Gone. No matter how hard I tried, I could not conger up any words to describe what we were seeing and experiencing. So now, with the time to pause and reflect, the words are beginning to come.

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The diversity of shapes, colours and sizes of Antarctic icebergs is beyond description. I’ll let the images speak for themselves. [photo copyright Shelley L. Ball]

I want to share this journey with you. I want to share my transformation with you. I want to share the incredible and indescribable beauty of Antarctica with you. But most of all, I want to share with you my passion for protecting our planet’s beautiful yet fragile wild places, in the hopes that maybe you too will feel a sense of stewardship and a need and desire to protect nature. And finally, I want to share with you the power, courage and commitment of 76 women in science from the around the world and the phenomenal team that brought us all together and created this journey for us. Our Homeward Bound Women In Science Leadership Expedition to Antarctica is about creating change, about women coming together to become leaders in creating a sustainable future for our planet. Visionaries  and influencers in the making.

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A Chinstrap penguin soaking it all in. [photo copyright Shelley L. Ball]

The start of something incredible…

I’ve been here in Ushuaia for 3 days now. At least I think I have. I’ve lost all track of time. I have to check my phone to see what day it is and it doesn’t get dark here until about 11pm so even my sense of time during the day is off kilter.

Over the past few days, the 76 Homeward Bound women have been arriving a few at a time, here in Ushuaia. It’s been the most incredible experience. We have all worked together for nearly 2 years toward this goal and yet until I arrived here in Ushuaia, I’d only met one of the 76 women – Wynet Smith – who is based in Ottawa. As we have begun to connect here in Ushuaia, it feels more like a homecoming, not new introductions. At least 2/3 of the participants are from Australia and many of them are already connected, but that doesn’t really matter. It isn’t a barrier. It hasn’t created cliques. Not at all. I’m so impressed by how quickly we have all connected, regardless of where we are from, our age. Our differences don’t really seem to exist. Instead we are focused on our similarities – our shared experiences through our science careers, our passion for women’s leadership and the environment. These are the things that bring us together.

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The stunning scenery of Tierra del Fuego National Park, near Ushuaia, Argentina. Our hike through the beautiful southern beech forests was wonderful and we were treated to views like this.

Yesterday I went hiking with 3 of the HB women. We drove up to Tierra del Fuego National Park, not far from Ushuaia, to hike in the southern beech forest. It was a beautiful day and a great way to get out, stretch our legs after many hours of travelling, and a great way to spend time together to get to know each other. We even bumped into 4 other HB women who had taken the bus up for the hike.

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Me, Kathleen and Sam – Homeward Bound women. We are all from the Perth area, Kathleen and Sam from Perth, Western Australia and me from near Perth, Ontario.

I don’t know what the next 20 days hold in store, but if the past few have been any indication, I think we are in for an incredible and even magical experience. 76 women, one mission.

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Homeward Bound Women In Science Leadership Expedition to Antarctica

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It’s here! It’s finally here! After nearly 2 years of waiting, hard work, connecting, planning, and anticipation, it’s here. Tomorrow I will be boarding an airplane bound for Buenos Aires and then Ushuaia, in Argentina. Ushuaia is where we – 76 women from around the world, all with science backgrounds – will board our ship (The Ushuaia) and head for the Antarctic Peninsula.

Homeward Bound isn’t a vacation. It’s a women in science leadership expedition. Our mission – to elevate the role of women in science, to enhance our leadership abilities, and to have an influence on decision making and policy development, globally, around sustainability and climate change. In a nutshell, it’s about creating a better future.  And we believe that women need to play a far, far greater role in shaping that future, than we have in the past.

Homeward Bound isn’t just a women’s leadership expedition. It’s the beginning of a movement. It’s the beginning of change, of a new era where women have an equal seat at the table, where gender ratios in all careers are far more balanced, but most especially in STEM (science, technology, engineering and math).

Homeward Bound 2016 is the first. It’s a lot of firsts. It’s the first of 10 planned Homeward Bound expeditions, leading to 1,000 women having participated and being out there influencing the world. It’s the largest women’s Antarctic expedition. For many of us, it’s our first trip to Antarctica.

Over the course of this journey and adventure, I’ll be writing about my experiences. I’m not sure if I’ll be able to blog from the ship in Antarctica, but if I can, I will. If I can’t, then I’ll be posting my blog entries soon as I get back to Ushuaia on December 21st.

A big thank you to everyone who has supported me through this nearly 2 year process to get to this point. It’s been a long haul, but the support and encouragement has been overwhelming and for that, I am truly grateful. In my experience, nothing of true value was ever easy to attain. It takes effort and commitment, courage and trust. Who knows what the next month will bring, but I’m ready for this adventure…

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